This blog needs make over. I mean huge make over 0.0
Tp takda masa :/

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If you ever ask why, i have 500 words to tell so dont you dare ask why.

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Mira Syakina Syadli

Hai mira, i miss you sooooo much ! like seriously hehe
tomorrow when i see you in school i will give you my prettiest smile heeeeee

A day with qualities

I went to a great seminar with alia today. Got a lot analysis questions which maybe will be in spm this year. And i am hell tired right now. Bayangkan lah bljr 9 jam for 5 subjects today. Kan dah boleh bunuh diri tu haha. i met playboy which deserve my feet and i met old friend and we talk a lot in the seminar :) Oh theres some weird girl who stares at me since yesterday, then today i looked at her back and i smile haha. Okay im having a migrane & i want to sleep. Goodnight!

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I think you try to impress me. Well i tell you, i impressed:) sekolah tentera badan tough muka not bad haha okay perasan

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dear goodbye

This is last from me. I dont care if you want to read or not but i just want to tell you that games over. We are not serious in anything and we both not sure what are we actually. Yes mungkin u anggap i ni kwn. Tp i tahu u masih ada perasaan dkt i walaupun sedikit. You nk kita jd kwn tp u sendiri kdg2 terlayan lebih dkt i and that shows what actually you hiding. You bukan tipu i je tp u pun tipu diri u. Now i taknak i jd org yg u menyampah and u rimas dgn i. Mana2 je i ada and semua detail psl u i nk tahu. U mesti rimaskan prmpuan ni and u want new girl, new people and new life. I tell u, lama2 org yg baru dlm hidup u ni akn jd sama dgn org keliling u now. The way they treated u. The way they labelled u. Now u can go as far as u can. No one going to stop u because i dont want to stop u. i want to earase you as you wish right? Kalau ini firasat u apa nk buat, then its fine just follow your heart. sorry i cant be your friend, im not created to be one. You want me to get a better life because u think that u are not good enough. Well, i love ali. Not because what u have or what your attitude like. I fall in love with your heart. And i forever hope that you will be my prince on senior night or on my wedding. You are like the best thing ever happened in my life. But you ruined it. I dont know what will happen if you are infront of me. I might be smile at you but if im strong, i wont look at you. You want me to do a favour for you right? You want me to leave you right? Well you have to do a favour for me to. Next time dont come back please? I dont want to be left by you anymore. I dont want to make wrong decisions anymore. Be with you is so wrong because we dont deserve together. I hope i wont fall in you again. I really hope that. Thank you for giving me so much thing. Thank you, you teach me a lessons for life.

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Dear Allah

When you ask yourself to be strong to faces thing u dont want to happens or things u dont expect to happen, you will be weak again because its hurt too much. But cries can makes you to be strong again.
Dear Allah, may this strong will last forever.

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Rainy everyday.

Again, today is raining.
Everyday i look at the window and think what are you doing right now? Are u sleeping? Are u studying? Are u spent almost half of an hour in the bathroom(haha)? Or are you thinking about me like i did now?
I miss talking to you and hanging around with you. but we both have big responsibility to focus on. I wish u good luck :)

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Visison

For the next 10 years when you are searching for me, im a perfect woman for you. & You are the most gentle man i have even meet.

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i want smile and tears from both of my parents

I want mama & abah smile at the day spm's result release. I want people smile and proud with me. I want good reasult. I want it so badly!

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U said call you when you need me. Yes i called you. I call you when i feel alone and no one to talk and boring. But im not call you when i misses you, not when i need passion love, not when i need a hug and cry hardly on your arms.
Because i know its not worth it that it wont change anything. & because you dont care anymore

On the other world, i want a guy who loves me more than i love him. Because love will just dragging me into hell. Like before.

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I miss you so much.

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My Mood is Ambitious : Having or showing a strong desire and aim to succeed

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Don't trust too much, don't love too much, don't care too much because that 'too much' will hurt you so much

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I may look happy, but you have no idea what’s happening inside me.

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When i think about us, i will just take a deeeeep breath.

I know we are doing this for our good since we both totally drag into our own love world. And that is not good for you and me.
But, how do u expect me to face or to go through thing like this? That thing is your idea and u know i cant do this. I just couldn't. So u force me by u start it first & u put rules. Having u whenever i need help or not having u whatever happens to me. Its mean friend or nothing. At first i say i want to earase you and go far from this life because i hurt so much.
After a while, i agreed to be your friend because myself cant stand living without you. I say better have a little than nothing. But the way u treat me when i agreed to be your friend are always change. Sometimes u dont really care u text me because i want to study but when u are infront of me, u give great smile. I smile too. Then i get confuse what is that smile for? Is it from friend or lover
And this makes me harder to just be your friend.
I control myself not to texting u too much, i control chating u like we are just a friend, i control like i am not touched the way u treat me.
Until when i have to be like this

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I dreamed something sucking my blood and it playing biola. Okay this is weird -.-

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U are not listening to my story hmm /:

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I have a back up. I have good friends. I love you all <3

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Hi i am spm candidate and i study hard for this last month before spm. Peace :)

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You came along like a song. To brighten my day

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I am going to show you how much i love you :)

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i only have you & i only want you
but you hurt me so much and so many times :'(

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I hate you i mad at you.
But i miss you:/

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lucky you i am stupid.

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I feel like i am the worst woman in this world. Sampaikan orang merayu suruh bagi freedom -_-
Seriously i am that bad?

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What do you feel?

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Jalan jalan pusing putrajaya and find good foods :)

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Do you really have to confess that this is true?
Because just thinking of it is hurt enough.

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I tell you what, you are not being fair. Before this we are arguing and it is all because of your over protective rules and i was not fix with your way. Arguing arguing arguing at last i loose. I do whatever u said until i didnt noticed that i do whatever u said. I thought it is like my job and i have to do this for you. But now u asked me to free yourself while i am not putting any hard rules like u did before.
U said that u want to be free like flying bird. Yes u wanted to be free while u can flirting with anyone u think she's cute infront of me and infront of everybody. Or maybe soon u hanging out with pretty girls. Flirting flirting in chats and facebook with doesnt care about what i might feel(thats why u change your password aite?). And later when you are done doing all that you come and find me again. Lucky you i am a type of a girl that very fast forget what people have done to me which is PAINFUL and easily accept who's coming esspecially you. You know i love you and will accept you again if you ever leave me. This is have been proved so many times so u dont afraid to do it again. Yes this is what i am thinking about you

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You are breaking my heart while you enjoy your life. Yes i have seen you love every minute of your life. At this time, i wanna say that i hate you. I hope i can hate you so i am not this hurt.
God please tell me when is this going to be end?

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when bitch is trying to fixed things up, nothing is going to change. You are bitch forever

yes, this is angry me

dont advise, bitch is deserve to be hated.

i know now

Before this i am asking you and sulking why are you not doing this for me? Why are you not waiting for me? Why are you talking to your friend instead of talking to me? Why are you not smiling when you see me?
Well sarah, just admit. You know why. You know he is not doing that for no reason.
I know now

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